My Journey in the Radiation Chamber and Out the Other Side
It took only five to ten minutes inside the radiation chamber. I barely remember the cylindrical contraption they eased me into every day for 5 and a half weeks. I remember the lovely staff who had the task of poking and prodding my reconstructed breast daily. They were all so kind and I especially enjoyed making the male technicians blush with my jokes. It was all in good fun as cancer had a way of making me defiantly more humorous and rather sassy at times. That was my instinctual way to assuage the daily terror, I suppose. They all liked my daily hugs. We would play a game. Every day I would say to them. “If you really knew me, you would know.......” Fill in the blank. Then it would be their turn. I no longer remember their answers, but I do recall how we all enjoyed the connection and playfulness in such a serious and heavy place.
Typically I knew what to expect from my treatment. I would get weighed, prepped and be in a hospital gown in a glaringly bright white room. I would be zapped for what would have felt like seconds. There would be some short loud beeps with one really long drawn out sound. Then the machine would make its swirling sound as it moved into the next position to target another area.
This treatment was different. It happened all at once. I heard, sensed and felt an Angelic Presence surrounding me. I do not know how I knew it was an Angel....I just did. I heard “You will only be receiving what you need today.” I then felt and sensed enormous translucent white wings surrounding my whole body. The Angels showed me an image of these wings filtering the radiation streams to just what I needed. I felt a sense of peacefulness like never before. It was a cocoon of radiant love.
Time did slow down that morning and then every morning after that.
Every day the same Angelic Presence showed up as soon I was alone in the room. Every day I would hear one of three things, “Today you will only be receiving what you need.” “Today you will receive nothing.” “Today you will receive the whole shebang.” (I love their humor!) On those days, they flooded my entire body with golden light while allowing all the radiation waves to penetrate. They gave me the message and the feeling that they were eradicating all cancer cells in my body. I felt safe for the first time in my life.
I felt sad when the treatments were over.
I began to feel the Angels golden light surround my bed before sleep and in the morning when I first woke up. Thankfully, a good friend referred me to a healer who channeled messages from the Angels. I started to receive Angelic Healings every couple of weeks or so. I would listen to the recorded sessions continually during my long commutes or while I was grocery shopping. The Angels became my best friends during a time when I felt lonely and grieving so much loss. For an entire year they continually cleared me of deep emotional and physical wounding.
One day I began to spontaneously channel messages from the Angels for friends and clients. The Angels urged me forward to create a monthly group channeling for my local community and offering individual healing sessions. My Angelic Channelling has grown to be truly life changing for people.